Music Monday: In My Daughter's Eyes



Bicara tentang menjadi ibu, mengingat anak selalu sukses bikin gue terharu. Ya, jadi ibu memang hal yang menyenangkan. Ini, nggak bisa disangkal. Gue berulang kali menulis bagaimana tenntang menjadi ibu bagi diri gue sendiri.

Dalam beberapa kesempatan, gue sering merenung, bagaimana sih gue di hadapan Langit? Bagaimana Langit memandang gue?



Gue yang judes, gue yang nggak bisa masak, gue yang suka marah, gue yang sulit bangun pagi, gue yang.. ah segala macam! Segala macam keburukan ada di diri gue. Kadang, di titik terendah hidup gue, gue merasa gue bukan ibu yang baik buat dia.

Beberapa waktu lalu, di notifikasi Facebook gue ada Eda @smochenk ngetag gue di sebuah hal. Ternyata dia ngetag lagu ini lengkap dengan liriknya


Nikmati lagunya ya, ini liriknya:
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know no fear
But the truth is plain to see
She was sent to rescue me
I see who I wanna be
In my daughter's eyes

In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal
Darkness turns to light and the
world is at peace
This miracle God gave to me gives me
strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe
In my daughter's eyes

And when she wraps her hand
around my finger
Oh it puts a smile in my heart
Everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about

It's hangin' on when your heart
has had enough
It's giving more when you feel like giving up
I've seen the light
It's in my daugter's eyes

In my daughter's eyes I can see the future
A reflection of who I am and what will be
Though she'll grow and someday leave
Maybe raise a family
When I'm gone I hope you see how happy
she made me
For I'll be there
In my daughter's eyes

Sampe saat ini setiap baca lirik lagu itu, pasti nangis. Atau setidaknya ada air mata yang diam-diam mengalir ..

Gue nggak tau di mata Langit gue ini gimana. Mungkin banyak banget keputusan yang gue buat dan berkaitan dengan hidupnya itu nggak bikin dia happy. But all I know is, I love her. Apapun yang gue lakukan, selalu memikirkan dia lebih dulu. I hope she will understand someday.

Lita Iqtianti

Aquarian, Realistic Mom, Random, Quick Thinker, a Shoulder to Cry On, Independent, Certified Ojek Consumer, Forever Skincare Newbie.

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